And so, at least for the moment, we return to Cape May, New Jersey, on an August night in 1963...
Coming up the stairs we could hear the voices of people talking and laughing, the sounds of a guitar strumming.
Dick went right on through and out to the porch, but I had to use the bathroom, and so I went down the hall. This was the bathroom in which I had surprised Shirley on the toilet, so this time I took no chances. The door was slightly ajar, and the light was off, but I knocked anyway, and when no one answered I said, “Hello?” (talking to myself, as usual).
Silence only responded, and so I went in, and after I clicked on the light I quickly made sure to turn the thumb-switch on the deadbolt. I really had to pee. Besides the drinks I had had on the porch and in the kitchen, and the half-bottle of Schmidt’s I carried with me, there had been that large bottle of excellent ale I had drunk with Dick in France.
I thought about it all as I urinated, the fat French cigarette still burning slowly between my lips.
Dick had said nothing about our little adventure through time and space. But then I had said nothing about it either. What if his reasons for keeping mum on the subject were the same as mine, viz., not wishing to seem like a lunatic? Perhaps I should sound him out gently. Or, on second thought, perhaps not. If he wanted to talk about it -- if indeed he had experienced it -- then let him. Right then and there I just didn’t feel like exposing yet another facet of my lunacy.
I finished, zipped up, washed my hands. I looked at my face in the mirror. Yes, that was definitely a foreign cigarette hanging out of my mouth.
Basically, what little world-view I could be said to possess was crashing to the earth. But at least I was back in my own time, or at least the time I was used to being in.
But how odd that it was 1963. Part of me always felt as if it were still the 1930s, the time of my boyhood and young manhood. Since then a massive war had happened in which I was the tiniest cog, the trains had gone electric, the airplanes had become jets, television had replaced radio, oil had replaced coal in our furnaces, and the world had changed even in the way it smelled.
I had just returned from an excursion into the past but in a sense I walked around every day feeling as if I had been transported into the future, a minor character in an impossibly long and plotless episode of The Jetsons. It occurred to me that perhaps only children lived in the present. The rest of us live in the past, our physical selves stumbling through a future that grows more unrecognizable with each passing day.
I dried my hands and went back out into the hall. I still had the not quite-finished bottle of Schmidt’s and my staunchly glowing strong French cigarette. I could hear Frank singing again now:Try to think that love´s not around
But it´s uncomfortably near
My old heart ain´t gaining no ground
Because my angel eyes ain´t here
I went back down the hall, through the doorway into the connecting bedroom, and back out to the porch. They were all still out there: Dick of course, and Mr. MacNamara; Frank and Sammy (who was accompanying Frank on the guitar), Dean, Shirley, Larry Winchester, Miss Evans, Steve, Miss Rathbone; and Elektra, whom it seemed as if I hadn’t seen in hours, although in human time I suppose it had been less than half an hour. But this whole day seemed less like a day than a long season. And it wasn’t over yet.
Elektra got up from the glider (she had been sitting next to Miss Evans, who was eyeing me as if I were some fascinating visitor from another planet). She put both her hands on my upper arms and said, “Lover boy.”
“You ready to blow this popsicle stand?”
“Sure,” I whispered. Her eyes were dark and deep. “But let’s wait till Frank’s finished,” I said.
It seemed rude to leave him in mid-song. We stood near the doorway and listened as he sang and as Sammy played the guitar. I noticed that Dick, who was standing over near where Frank sat, was gazing pensively at his cigarette, now burned down almost to the end. I couldn't tell if it was one of the French ones. As casually as I could I leaned over to an overflowing ashtray on a table near the door and stubbed out my own seventy-year-old cigarette.Pardon me but I got to run
The fact´s uncommonly clear
Got to find who´s now number one
And why my angel eyes ain't here
Excuse me while I disappear
There was a pause after Sammy strummed the final sad chord, then everyone clapped.
Frank, who seemed to have been staring intently into himself as he sang, now smiled, took a gold cigarette case from his bermuda shorts pocket and said, “How’d all these people get in my room?”
Elektra and I said our goodbyes.
As I shook hands with Larry Winchester he said, “So, whaddaya say, kid?”
I had no idea what he was talking about.
“Um, I don’t know, Larry.”
“I can let you have a grand upfront.”
Did he think I was in financial difficulties, what with being put on leave of absence by the railroad?
“Larry,” I said, “really, I couldn’t.”
“I knew you were tough. All right, two grand. But that’s for a finished treatment.”
Treatment? I looked around for help, but Elektra was saying good night to Sammy, and no one else seemed to be paying attention to us.
“Larry,” I said, as definitively as I could, “really, I just couldn’t.”
Larry was smoking a cigar, and he drew contemplatively on it now.
“I have a feeling it’s not just the money for you, is it?” he said.
“Uh, no,” I said.
“So you wanta see if it we’re simpatico first?”
“I don’t know what that means, Larry.”
“Like if we get along, if we click.”
“So we’ll get together and see if we click. But I can’t let you do it on spec, Arnold.”
“Look, come by tomorrow. We’ll kick around some ideas.”
“Kick around ideas?” I was grasping at straws. “You mean, like a bull session?”
“Yeah, like a bull session.”
“Well, I guess I could do that. You’re staying here?”
“I have that honor, sir.”
“I like to start early, but the way tonight’s going, maybe we better sleep late just a little. Whaddaya say you drop by tomorrow around ten, ten-thirty.”
This seemed quite early in the day for a bull session, but what did I know?
“Well, okay, Larry, sure.”
“Great, I’ll see ya tomorrow then.”
Elektra had joined us.
“Good news, sweetheart,” said Larry. “Your boyfriend’s getting into the picture business.”
“Wow, that’s great, Arnold. So you’re gonna help Larry write his screenplay?”
“Damn straight he is,” said Larry.
It was all starting to come together now.
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